Wednesday, September 26, 2007

The "Quest" For Perfection. . .

Greetings!

Another dance of joy! I actually created a web quest! A little magic dust and an undefinable amount of work went into this creation. I avoided doing a WQ last semester in TwT because Dr. S. allowed us the option of doing a treasure hunt or a web quest and, while I had come a long way, I wasn't ready to take on the WQ challenge! No such evasion luck this time. I had to do it and, (when will I learn?!), it wasn't at all as bad as I feared! In fact, once again, I really enjoyed something I had dreaded! Naturally, it couldn't all be smooth sailing! Posting the WQ to my web page turned into a multi-hour ordeal that required the magic touch and unbelievable patience of Brett, one half of the saintly duo at the Curriculum Library! Anyway, it's finally up and running. You can view it from my web page or, if you have the time, take a look right now! It stars the little guy below...


Is my WQ perfect? NO! Did I want it to be? YES! But, I am working very hard on my goal of learning to let go and move on and that includes my WQ. I did my best in the time I had, with the knowledge I had, and this is it! Aside from letting go, the hardest part for me and, I know, for others, was coming up with an idea that included roles. Which brings me to the question; is having web quests as, largely, collaborative tools, the best way to go? I don't think so, and here's why:

Collaboration is not easy. Like everything else, it must be learned but, in my experience, it is rarely taught. Children are basically expected to get together and just "work it out". This usually amounts to ongoing conflict and/or unequal sharing of work that robs precious learning time. If the goal or objective of the WQ (or any activity) is to promote cooperative learning, fine. However, if the main objective is more cognitive than affective, collaboration does not seem the best way to go...(unless you've really trained your students on how to collaborate effectively). Web quests are such an exciting and rich learning tool. I question whether students experience all the benefits web quests offer when they are working on one collaboratively.

From my observations as a parent, substitute, and field work observer, collaborative efforts look good in theory, but fall short in reality. Case in point: at MSMC, collaboration is given a full semester's teaching at the graduate level, meaning that even educated adults have something to learn on this topic! And we do. I found that course invaluable. Yet, we expect 6 to 10 year old children to get into groups and 1) complete a task and, 2) do so collaboratively when they have none of the tools or training to do the latter. And, even worse, we tell them that they will be graded on their ability to "get along" in a group! This pressure pushes the primary objective, the task, to the background as the children become involved in personality issues that even adults have trouble handling in groups.

I have been required to work collaboratively in almost every course I took at MSMC. I did not take the collaboration course until much later and wish I had taken it earlier. In fact, I wish everyone had taken it earlier. It should be one of the first required graduate courses. Why do I say this? Because I absolutely hated it every time I had to work in a group! Dealing with the different personalities took center stage and stayed there. The task, itself, hovered somewhere in the background. I had none of the skills and training I would later receive which would have helped enormously in these groups. This is my second class, since my training, in which I've been required to do a collaborative task. I loved this one! Maybe it was just a lucky draw of good people, but I know that I went into it feeling more empowered and sure of myself in getting the group to focus on the task in a positive manner. I still have a long way to go but I had some knowledge and tools to work with. This is what our students need to feel.

So, what to do? To start, we must make make a concerted effort to teach collaboration, using the same tools and knowledge we were given at MSMC, but pared down to the elementary level. We must start small and build and we must be consistent in our efforts. It is not enough to say "work it out" or "tell (name) that I said to..." That is not teaching. It is simply unfair to expect students to do something that they haven't been taught. So, that is why I am not a big fan of collaboration on important learning projects, like web quests. What do you think??? Do you agree or disagree? Please leave your comments or answer in your own blog. I'm curious as to other's feelings on this topic!

Moving along, we did our direct instruction ppt presentations last night and I was blown away by 2 things. 1) The creativity, time, effort, and content that was evidenced by all the groups. Every single one offered invaluable information on this topic. which leads me to the second thing that blew me away: 2) How can there be so many principles and characteristics to just one strategy??? And I have to write a lesson plan utilizing this strategy! This was one of the main reasons I was able to let go of my web quest...I'm more frightened of the DI LP than the WQ, especially because the AS is due to be presented next week! Sorry, I just couldn't resist playing with all the acronyms! But, seriously, the lesson plan is big deal to me because I've written very few and none to this level of expectation (and scrutiny!). And, a lesson plan is something I will be creating and using every day, unlike the web quest. So the DI LP is center stage in my mind right now. However, I must admit that, mixed in with the fear and pressure, there is excitement . Somehow Dr. S. taught me to feel this way about learning in her TwT course and it continues in this class. (No, that is not sucking up! It's the plain and simple truth!). Learning is exciting to me in these classes. I've spent a lot of time trying to figure out why I feel this way in these classes and not in others and I think it comes down to this:
1) Dr. S. is extremely demanding and challenging but equally encouraging and supportive. This combination is motivating-creating a desire to succeed that is stronger than any fear of failure. This is a tough balancing act that I think requires a lot of practice-but I know it's a key component!
2) Dr. S's classes are unusually hands on and inquiry based in nature. There is the excitement of finding out the unknown and presenting it to others. The use of technology only enhances the excitement. I love using the computer as my main inquiry tool. It makes learning easier, more fun, and more immediate--just what the digital generation ordered!
I know there is more to Dr. S's technique, but I need additional time to observe and reflect ! I am motivated by the fact that whatever it is she does--it works!! Ergo, I want to figure it all out in order to apply in my own classroom, with my own students.
So, the web quest is over but a new quest is on--Exactly, how do I get my own students to feel the same excitement, motivation, and desire to succeed that I feel in Dr. S's classes? I will keep you posted!


Until next time...



Friday, September 21, 2007

Teaching Is Not For The Lazy Nor The Faint Of Heart!

Greetings!

I don't know about you, but I find myself overwhelmed by the amount of knowledge I need to acquire in order to be just a decent teacher--forget about a great one! Take Direct Instruction. There is SO much to absorb in this one area and it is just one small piece of a huge knowledge base needed to operate effectively in the classroom. So now I have a new worry to add to all my others, which brings me to my...

WORRIES OF THE WEEK!

I am a chronic worrier. I admit it! If there were a Worriers Anonymous, I'd be right up at the front of the room announcing, "My name is Kerry and I am a worrier"! I have found that it sometimes helps to voice or write one's worries in an effort to bring them into a more manageable perspective. So, here are my weekly worries, not to be confused with last week's or next week's, or the week after...

I worry about what I'll remember and what I'll forget when I'm actually teaching...and I worry, even more, about compromising myself, and my students, in the face of time constraints, testing, and enforced methods of teaching-especially in areas like math and ELA. How much will I actually get to use what I've been taught, what I believe to be best? How do I attend to my students who are racing ahead as well as those who are lagging behind? How do I do this job well without doing it 24/7?

Okay, I'm done! Now, how to change the perspective, and make it more positive...I can comfort myself with the belief that even if I am compromised by forces beyond my control, I will find the time, whether 2, or 10, or 20 minutes a day, to do my thing to reach my students, on something! I can hope and assume that once I have a firm grasp on the curriculum, hopefully by my 2nd year of teaching, I will be able to integrate more creativity into my lessons. I figure I will learn, probably the hard way, that I cannot let this, or any job, overtake my life, and I will hold on to the fact that I survived Methods and Teaching with Technology and therefore, there is nothing I can't do!

For those of you that didn't get a chance to visit the workshops on the home page of the webct, I highly recommend the Colorado State Teaching Guide which you can find on the WebCt workshop screen under Lesson Plans Design Guide or by clinking on this link:


This is bookmark worthy! It's an informative, easy to read guide with lots of great ideas about lesson planning. As ELA is my favorite content area, I especially liked Write to Learn (WTL) which is a great learning and assessment tool that can be used across the curriculum in a variety of different way. Take a look!


The following was sent to me, via email, from a close friend who is also a first grade teacher. I loved it and think you will, also!

21 WAYS TO TELL IF YOU'RE A TEACHER!

1. You can hear 25 voices behind you and know exactly which one belongs to the child out of line.
2. You get a secret thrill out of laminating something.
3. You walk into a store and hear the words "It's Ms/Mr. _________" and know you have been spotted.
4. You have 25 people that accidentally call you mom/dad at one time or another.
5. You can eat a multi-course meal in under twenty-five minutes.
6. You've trained yourself to go to the bathroom at two distinct times of the day: lunch and special period.
7. You start saving other people's trash, because most likely, you can use that toilet paper tube or plastic butter tub for something in the classroom.
8. You believe the teachers' lounge should be equipped with a margarita machine.
9. You want to slap the next person who says "Must be nice to work 7:15 to 3:15 and have summers off".
10. You believe chocolate is a food group.
11. You can tell if it's a full moon without ever looking outside.
12. You believe that unspeakable evils will befall you if anyone says "Boy, the kids sure are mellow today."
13. You feel the urge to talk to strange children and correct their behavior when you are out in public.
14. You believe in aerial spraying of Ritalin.
15. You think caffeine should be available in intravenous form.
16. You spend more money on school stuff than you do on your own children.
17. You can't pass the school supply aisle without getting at least one thing!
18. You ask your friends if the left hand turn he just made was a "good choice or a bad choice."
19. You find true beauty in a can full of perfectly sharpened pencils.
20. You are secretly addicted to hand sanitizer and finally...
21. You understand instantaneously why a child behaves a certain way after meeting his or her parents!
Until next time...

Friday, September 14, 2007

An "Assessment" of "Direct Instruction" and Other Ed Bits!

I think I am finally getting the hang of this CBC thing. In fact, it is so on my mind that I find myself thinking in CBC terms regarding my own work. To whit:

C: Given a graphic organizer on direct instruction, B: the student will fill in all the boxes, C: within 3 (okay, 5!) hours, without error, and with no breakdowns.

OR, HOW ABOUT:

C: Given a 12 question quiz (actually a test, masquerading as a quiz!) B: the student will answer all the questions C: within 4 (okay, 6!) hours, with no errors and no more than two episodes of procrastination to play Free Cell.

There is so much to learn, that it boggles my mind. I am a person who needs to get lots of different sources on the same topic, and go over and over and over it, until it locks in my mind. This Methods class is perfect for me! I went from knowing only the most basic information on assessment and direct instruction to feeling like a pro on both topics. I can now go into an interview and sound like I know what I'm talking about...because I do!

Speaking of direct instruction, I was fascinated by Jeff Lindsay's study which was posted on the WebCT under Course Topics. If you missed it, here it is:

http://www.jefflindsay.com/EducData.shtml

Lindsay presents documented data in defense of direct instruction's effectiveness and, I have to say, it's provacative and compelling! Lindsay believes that DI has been given short thrift in most schools in favor of the currently more popular interactive, indirect, inquiry based methods. According to Lindsay, DI's clear cut objectives and measurement, combined with the "sage on a stage" approach, is thoroughly effective in both teaching basic knowledge and promoting higher order thinking and self esteem. Is Lindsay a zealot or a visionary? I agree that DI has gotten a bad rap over the years simply because it is not touchy feely. Like Lindsay, I don't think that makes it an ineffective method. However, Lindsay appears to promote a DI only environment, and that does not sit well with me. As I like to say "everything in moderation". I like and use DI. I also like the other methods. Though I 've only worked in a substitute capacity, over the years I have found myself combining DI, indirect, and interactive methods intuitively. Kids have short attention spans and they are digital natives, fully capable of multitasking and requiring lots of stimuli. The only way to reach them is through mixing it up, but it must be done thoughtfully in order to be effective. Bottom line, teaching is all about planning, followed by implementing, assessing, revising, and modifying your plans, in one big continuous cycle, until you find what works best for you and your students. Here's my take:

Truly good teaching comes down to one's desire to do more than pass on the basic skills. It comes down to desiring to effect long lasting change in your students, to be the catalyst for "aha" moments, both cognitive and affective, to impart knowledge and skills that improve your students' lives, even if they don't even fully recognize it yet. When this is your goal, your passion, you will work (hard!) to discover the best ways to do this and you will open to trying all methods (singly and in combination) with equal thought and evaluation. It should not be a contest of methods with just one winner. It should be what works best. Design good assessments of all your methods and let the results be your guide!

Now, stepping off my soap box, let's move on. Also under Course Topics, I found another great piece on the amount of time wasted in classrooms each day. Computed over the course of a school year, the number was astronomical! According to a referenced study, actual academic learning time is less than 1 hour a day! If that isn't an incentive to plan carefully and stay on task, I don't know what is! Next time I sub I am going to really monitor this in my classroom and report my findings in my next blog.

As many of you know, NCLB is up for review and the educational community is (rightfully)demanding changes. National Education Association (NEA) President, Reg Weaver urged the House Education and Labor Committee not to accept the latest draft of the law saying,

“The draft that has been provided for discussion makes only minor tweaks in the divisive and dysfunctional law that parents, teachers, and public schools have been saddled with these past five years. If they’re not going to make meaningful changes that truly address the needs of America’s public school students, a major opportunity will have been missed. The draft language is still too focused on high stakes testing, punishments, labeling of children, and unfunded federal mandates. It fails to adequately address the issues that parents and teachers know best provide a positive impact on student success such as reducing class size, increasing the training and retention of highly qualified teachers, expanding access to early childhood education, and providing adequate funding for improved school facilities and materials."


What is good news is that it appears the american public is beginning to agree that NCLB needs to be radically changed. Check out this gallup poll... http://www.nea.org/esea/pdkgallup07.html

This is a major development in our favor. Lawmakers can more easily defeat special interest groups than they can the majority voting public.

But now we must do our part! Please use this link to "Sign the Petition" demanding that NCLB reflect the changes stated above. Remember, this is the law under which we will be working!

It will take you only seconds to send an email to your state and federal legislators.

http://www3.capwiz.com/nea/issues/alert/?alertid=9728111&type=ml

While you're there, sign up for the NEA newsletter--it's free, it's informative, and it has great teacher links!

Until next time...

Sunday, September 9, 2007

"Objective"ly Speaking...

Well, I don't know about you, but CBC was not ABC or one, two, three for me! I found some of the examples in our assignment to be really difficult. Theoretically, I understand condition, audience, behavior, and criteria/learning outcome. However, in practice this was very challenging for me. What I found most difficult is the distinction between behavior and criteria. After a while, it started becoming like math to me--I just couldn't see or get it and I felt like I should and I began to feel panicky and frustrated, certain that everyone else in the class was whipping right through these exercises and I would never see the light. Then, as I've had to teach myself to do, I took deep breaths, took a 10 minute break and started over again. Do I get it now? Not totally, but I feel more confident. I think I just need to practice. But there is a lesson in here kids...the way I felt is often the way our students will feel when confronted with something they don't understand...be it, reading, math, or any concept that is simply eluding them--it is frightening and frustrating! It is during these kind of moments that we begin to lose students, sometimes forever, if we don't recognize and positively address the problem.

This is what happened to me with math. When I was in 4th grade, they did a complete overhaul of the math curriculum and brought in what was called the "New Math". I, a straight A student, could not grasp this new math. From the get go, I was lost and so were my parents. I somehow faked my way through but I never caught up and I grew to despise math because it frightened me. I became convinced I would never understand it, and consequently, I never tried. This is how I ended up an AP high school senior in a non-regents geometry class--with freshmen and sophomores!!! And no one then, or along the way, ever questioned my "math issues". I got through college without taking one math course (I understand you can't do that anymore and I say "great!) and I didn't have to deal with it again until MSMC told me that I needed to take Math for Elementary Ed in order to be accepted into the graduate program. You want to talk about panic??? I enrolled at OCC and had the incredible good fortune to get a magnificent teacher. She told me, right off, that I did not belong in her class, that it was too advanced and I should take basic algebra and then come back to her course. After discussing it, she agreed to let me stay and give it a try. OMG, in the beginning, it was worse than TwT! I did not have a clue! But then something funny happened. I started to slowly understand it and then, to actually enjoy it! Don't get me wrong...I had to work 10 times harder than everyone else in the class just to keep up! I remember some girls in my group expressing surprise that I was doing so well and I asked them, "How much time did you spend on this week's assignment?" Their answers ranged from 2-3 hours. I had spent 15-20 hours, no exaggeration, on the same assignment! But I was getting it and I was thrilled beyond belief! I attacked this course in a real discovery, constructionist mode-and it worked for me! A major key to my success was my teacher. She was so encouraging and she said something on the first day of class that had a profound impact on me..."There is no one right way to arrive at an answer in math. There are many ways, some faster and some slower, but the point is to get there". Well, this just floored me. I always thought that in math there was only one way--the way I could not understand! But she was right. I often took the (very) long way because it worked for me. And, get this, after doing it my way, I found I was better able to grasp the short cuts. Bottom line, by the end of the course, I had learned about 10 years worth of math in 31/2 months.

I felt like this...
...just as I did after each TwT accomplishment! And that's exactly how I want my students to feel--that they can do it and feel wonderful! Here's a very important point to keep in mind...both my Elementary Ed teacher, Michelle Tubbs, and my TwT teacher, Dr. Smirnova, loved their content areas and loved helping their students feel the same. This kind of enthusiasm and encouragement is key to motivating students.--it's contagious! Neither of these teachers ever gave up on me, nor once made me feel that I could not do the work. I will be forever grateful to them, both and, in return, I fully intend to do the same for my students.

So, then, why am I fearful about teaching math? Because we are not given the time to cultivate students who don't "get it" immediately. Also, I've learned, math is pretty much taught in a "one size fits all" manner that you are not supposed to deviate from. And that is what scares me. How do I reach the "me's" in my classroom? How do I prevent them from following my path?

All I can come up with right now is that I've got to be excessively well prepared. I have got to have lessons that incorporate a multitude of modalities on the same subject. And, most important, I have to encourage and help those that are lagging behind without neglecting those that are surging ahead.

So, yeah, I'm scared--I'd be worried if I weren't! I don't think anyone outside the teaching profession could ever conceive of the pressure of this job! But in the wise words of Eleanor Roosevelt,

"You must do the thing you think you cannot do."


Until next time...

Tuesday, September 4, 2007

Is There A "Method" To This Madness?

We are off and running on a new learning and technology journey, this one titled General Methods of Teaching. Sounds innocuous enough, nothing frightening in the name, no reason to worry or panic...right? Of course not. This is only just the most important teaching course we will take in this graduate program...not to mention the technology components. No sweat. I can do this. I'm intelligent, I'm a teacher, I'm a grown up,...I want my mommy!!! Just kidding! Of course last semester, at this time, during the start of Teaching with Technology, I was in a fetal position for the first 2 weeks. I kid you not, I was probably the most computer illiterate student to ever take that course, but take it I did and I did not die, crack up, or lose my hair. There were moments when I thought I might do any of these but I didn't. I made it through and I have never been prouder of any accomplishment. I didn't just survive, I thrived! Here, if you don't believe me, take a look at my TwT web site. This is from a person who started the course not even knowing how to change font colors in word!

I still can't believe I did all that and, yet, I still consider myself a complete computer novice. But, I'm no longer afraid of the computer. Rather, I'm entranced. I've hit just about every button and clicked on countless links, tabs, etc. and guess what? My computer didn't blow up! Neither will yours!
You may be asking yourself, "But, why does this course have to be so confusing, overwhelming, so seemingly impossible? Is there a method to Dr. Smirnova's madness?" I asked myself those questions throughout TwT and by the end of the course I came to the conclusion that yes, there is a method to the madness and it is this...
When we begin teaching there will be no one to hold our hands and smooth the way. It will be confusing, overwhelming, and seemingly impossible (are you seeing where I'm going with this??). It will be, very simply, sink or swim. The thought of this used to terrify me. Not any more. After indoctrination by Dr. S., I feel like I can handle anything. I have learned to trust my instincts, stop being so fearful, reach out to others, and just do it--whatever "it" may be. This has been the most valuable aspect of my entire graduate education. So that, my friends, is my theory on Dr. S. and her courses. Let me know what you think!
Until next time...